Things have been good in the last month or so.
The girls are growing. Kitten has started going to a French Immersion school, which has been difficult for her, but I think is challenging and growing her brain in ways that English school wasn’t. It always surprises and amazes me when I hear her reading in French. Granted, she’s not opening up her French library book and just spouting stuff out, but she can read me what is in her agenda, and the words on her spelling lists. So I count that as great. We are able to have very simple conversation in French, hello, how are you, good night, etc. I find that I am missing her and missing seeing her growth more and more when she is away. Not something I was entirely expecting.
Birdie is not growing. Ha ha. She’s a tiny peanut, as ever. But this is her first year of preschool, and we are working very much on her independence and (for me, anyway) on her language skills. She’s quiet, doesn’t talk a lot, and doesn’t speak overly clearly. And we all let her just get away with it a lot of the time. So while she’s with me, I’ve tried to make a point of her doing things for herself and asking for things with full sentences and manners. She’s as adorable as they come, though, which buys her loads of grace. She’s ever my snuggle bug, the most affectionate kid I’ve known. She easily tells me she loves me and that she misses me, which warms a mama’s heart like nothing else. She’s not as advance in art or other scholarly things as her sister was at this age, but she is inquisitive and adventurous. While Kitten would have run screaming, Birdie will squat down and study insects she finds. It is amazing to see her little mind work. Kitten would be happy to sit and draw all day (always has been), whereas Birdie must change activities often, switching between stationary (reading, colouring) to something more active (running, climbing things). If anything, Birdie is turning into a bit of a tomboy… which is fine in my books. Currently, her favourite outfit is a pair of jeggings and her “race shirt”, which has a picture of an open wheel car on it (think Formula 1). A few nights ago she told me that she wants a race car when she grows up. She’s going to grow and grow and grow and grow until she is big enough and then she will drive one!
As for me… my world is ever changing. I have an interview with the provincial government for an administrative supervisor job. Basically, I’d be supervising a team of administrators. It sounds terrifying. Ha ha. I would be able to do it, but the learning curve would be steep. However, the pay is worth it. Definitely can’t complain about that. I would be increasing my salary by over half as much as I’m making now. Kind of awesome. I do worry about how much I’ll end up with after taxes vs. how much I am making now with the support payments and all that noise. But realistically… it’s better to be self-sufficient anyway. I am also exploring the option of getting into the data and communication trade. So I would be hired on to a company as an apprentice and would end up running wire, finishing wire ends, etc. The first couple of years are pretty menial tasks… but eventually I would be able to get into doing things like programming fire alarms in large buildings and other cool stuff. I’m not like WHOO!!! I love data lines!!!! or anything like that, but it would be a steady job that I can get better at, and that will change with every contract the company takes on. Plus, it’s a good way to get an education without really having to take much time off. In 4 years of working (vs. going to school), I’ll walk away with a journeyman’s ticket and very little school debt… if any at all. And with it being a trade… I could very well end up running my own company or branching into other things. And I love that it’s not a desk job. That’s really the only thing that bothers me about taking the govt job if it’s offered… sitting at a desk. Yuck.
I have been taking an Understanding Medical Terminology class through Mount Royal University. It is challenging me in ways I didn’t expect. I was really stressed out this week about finishing the course, but I am on the 4th kilometre of the 5 km race this course is I am not sure whether I am going to sign up for part 2 or not. I haven decided if I want to see the whole thing through and get my certificate or not. I originally started it just to open up my options when it came to jobs available to me… but I feel like I’m maybe going in a completely opposite direction. Not a bad thing… but I don’t want to waste money that I don’t need to waste, either.
As for the not-work portion of my life… I’ve been busy. Currently, I am working with a team of 3 others (well… 5 others? Maybe?) to build a Vega/Astre/Monza hybrid vehicle to race in the Chump Car championships at Laguna Seca in December. It’s all very exciting, and very boring at the same time. But it allows me to go on adventures, like helping load a car with only a front axel onto a trailer while it’s rear end is suspended from a tractor with it’s bucket way in the air. Plus, I actually know a few things about cars now. Only a few.
This is all courtesy of this dude that I’ve been seeing for a little while now. He’s nice. He is a mechanic but is currently managing a garage for someone else (and not really doing much under the cars these days). Has a couple of kids older than mine, loves cars and beer, and all living things. We seem to get along pretty well, and he’s very supportive of my mama-hood, always encouraging me to spend lots of time with my girls and to mommy-up. It’s nice. I was worried that it would be hard to find someone who really understands how much kids need from you, and I think he gets it. My girls like visiting his house, with the giant dog, the race car, and the huge fish tank. Only Birdie likes the snake… Kitten is not really a fan. I adore his children, which makes being around them easier.
I haven’t been running all that much. I did do the Climb of Hope run again this year, and place well within the first 1/4 of runners. So I was relatively chuffed with the result… especially since I hadn’t really been training at all. I had signed up to do the Color Me RAD run, but ended up being in Spokane with the Chump Car 36 hour endurance race. It was an amazing amount of fun and I am really glad that I made the decision to go. I am taking a dance class… Pole dancing. Don’t laugh – it’s really fun and it’s a crazy upper body work out. Although my legs are often sore after class as well. I like to joke around that if all my other job options don’t pan out, I could always resort to stripping! Ha ha. Never going to happen. At any rate, who would want to watch that? No one. That’s who.
I haven’t done too much to my apartment in the past couple of months. I started to paint my bedroom… but ran out of steam. Ha ha. Maybe next week that the girls are here, I will do some painting in there. After my course is done. Then I won’t have to worry about that any more.
So that’s how things are with me, these days. I’m happy. Feeling pretty settled. Would like to change a few things, but I have a plan and it’s being put into action. About the only thing lacking is that I’d like to drop the stress weight that I’ve gained… but I’m not sure when I’ll do that. Not ready to tighten down the diet and increase the activity, yet. Hope things are well with all the blog people out there in blog land.